Random Acts of Kindness – From My Diary

I was in one of those moods where you feel kind of depressed and sorry for yourself. So I decided to open my journal (which hasn’t been opened since last October) to try to channel my energy into lyrics or free association writing or something that could maybe be more useful than being depressed and watching a Grey’s Anatomy episode I’ve already seen three times.

What a pleasant surprise when a past entry made me actually laugh out loud – literally. The change between moods was so sudden that I decided to share it with the world (the 4 people subscribed to my blog feed). It isn’t exactly a true diary entry per se, but rather a description of a dream I had. But boy am I glad I documented this dream because I don’t remember it at all!

“May 20th, 2008

God I feel retarded when I read my past entries. Oh well. I just opened this to maybe get inspiration for a song – but not really. The dream entries are fucking hilarious though. Speaking of which, the other night, I dreamt I went back in time to two months before Kurt Cobain died and went to a Nirvana show after party. I remember I was holding a green apple and was trying to get the bouncer to let me in because I wanted to tell Kurt what I knew. But I couldn’t tell the bouncer I was from the future! (lol) and then the stupid bitch bar tender took away my apple!”

It’s funny that my last diary entry started when I was looking for inspiration for a song. It’s also funny how mad I was that the bar tender took away my apple. What a bitch!

Tags: dreams